Hey, hubs.. if you read this, I hope you talk to me about it

Because I think you know this isn't about you. It's me and my own nuttiness.. and my inability to resolve something inside of me...and I don't know what yet. A lot of times, I think I've resolved it.. then something triggers a thought, which triggers another.. and it begins to spiral. I'm talking about my past - that guy - the one who made such an impression. I don't know why I haven't ever been fully able to put that part of my past to rest - it's theonly part of me that I can't put to rest.. and today it's bugging me. By tomorrow.. I'll be over it. I hope. I guess I just wonder if this is something that will never go away.. and I'm not sure I like that.